A Letter:

Dear Dalal Arch,

I hope you are doing great in your foreign land. when you were here I never thought of this weird connection between us that makes us talk non-stop hours. I just enjoyed these times.. when you left I didn't really miss you, I am busy and I am not a person with attachment. after about 2 weeks I just couldn't help thinking about you all the time, bring up the "missing you subject" to all my friends but it came so achingly. Maybe this occurs with you in particular because I never felt our relationship is happening out of the form of duty.
Lately I worked a lot, my feelings were deserted for a while. my thoughts are going through extreme shifts. I demand many lonesome times. I don't know why I consider you a part of my lonesome time. I really don't know Dalal, but there is an urge in me to see you. is it a feel to escape what i am in (a lotta work) or a normal nostalgic feeling?
maybe this questioning is because I'm usually a solo in my daily life there are some moments in the day when i see people and then they fade within so many occurrences, coincidences and plans.
my brain is always busy, but rarely about other people, the people in my mind are very limited. I don't know if it's a good thing or not, it's not because I'm selfish but my head cannot stand not relating thoughts together that made my thoughts shift from the norm..
but this urge of traveling to where you are is making me into the absolute missing of a friend, although I am interested in the way you think it is no longer interesting at this time.. i just need this presence of someone I care about, not necessarily to have a conversation.

musically affected?


Yesterday in Dar Al-Athar while we were waiting for the doors to open in the lobby I was sitting, and in the same circle of chairs there was a guy reading a book, well I was reading too but I was curious about his book. so I over-read the title, and that's the book illustrated above: "This is Your Brain on Music". I searched about it and it seems very interesting and stimulating.

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moral equation

apply to reality values, what do you get? is the last result really equal one another?
-specific resolution: wearing or not wearing any veil does not compare a bit with the amount of force into activating/deactivate it.
-general resolution: any "either,or" situation is always compared to multiplied reference forms of morality.
which means many judges for one case, each judge is assigned for one angle of it until the case gets totally exhausted because the reason scatters !

[clarification on problem: there are certain countries where veil is enforced, and in other countries, they enforce removing it]

ever after

The way I reasoned my big decisions so far is by asking myself "can I bear doing it for the rest of my life?" .. the more I think of the thing as a permanent the more I tend to avoid and stay away. I love the occurrence of something new and all the life I am into is unsettled.. yet, I wonder how can I cope with everything happens around me..?

The world around you has its demands, although you choose an extremely alien skill to the idea of routine, you still cannot escape it when it comes to what society wants you to be. why people tend to alienate the different? is it hard to come up with a different way of living?

All are questions I came up with from one question that I've heard 1,000,000 times:
"what are you going to do after graduation?"